I have nothing to report.
I pray. I plead. I try to remain positive.
And this has only been a week. (Not even).
I haven't had any possibility of going to acupuncture or anything like it.
After the transfer, I came home and vowed to stay in bed all day. But Spunx and babysitter had different plans. So many questions and interruptions. Finally, I came out and played with my child (and sent the sitter home).
Last time, I sat down with funny DVDs and laughed myself silly. This time, I could find nothing funny and even the funny stuff made me cry.
But.
But I played with my baby (who's now more of a toddler) and I smiled.
And I'm hoping.
I have the same ache on my left side that I did last time. Which means nothing, I know. And yesterday, I had breast tenderness. (Not that I have any today). Which means nothing, I know.
Maybe I'm asking too much. Maybe I'm greedy. Maybe I don't deserve any more.
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You do deserve more.
Maybe I'm asking too much. Maybe I'm greedy. Maybe I don't deserve any more. This is NOT positive thinking!
Why are we as infertile women greedy? If we were fertile and decided that we were ready for #2 people would be ENCOURAGING IT! Stop blaming yourself for wanting more! Stop blaming yourself for wanting and needing more! Stop worrying about what the world at large may think--screw em' if they think this is anything more than a blessing should you get a second chance!
It's not about "deserving."
Sounds like the hormones and anxiety are getting to you... wishing you through!
And thanks for the article. Gosh, now I feel like running out and getting my thyroid tested, although I'm 99% certain I already did...
Bea
It isn't about deserving because if that were the case the population would be a lot smaller because there are too many people out there that DON'T deserve it. You my friend deserve that and so much more!
Thinking positive thoughts!
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